VacantA Poem by JaneIvany
Trying to coil my fingers around non-existent oxygen
Trying to twine my petty fingers through his hair, Absentmindedly, It is his physical self, his hair a part of it. Can't grasp my fingers around our love, Just like I can't cup my two hands & solidly hold liquid water It slips between the cracks of my bony fingers Drip... Drip... Drip... I know our love is out there But can I will myself the strength to hold it, to bring it back, To physicality Where I feel ; Loved, Adored, Beautiful, Confident. & Where you too, feel this. I love you, & this will never change But can you adjust to my recent, Empty, Aura? Just for a while, Stick with my empty, quiet self, Until the normal me slips back, Will you wait for that? Await, Stand-by my vacant body Until warm lights revive my soul, Bring love to me? Will you stay with my vacant self? Fill me with your warmth, Penetrate me, Bring me back, Make me feel adored, & better than the rest? © 2012 JaneIvany |
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1 Review Added on October 24, 2012 Last Updated on October 24, 2012 AuthorJaneIvanySt.John's, CanadaAbout"Somebody's boring me - I think it's me" -Dylan Thomas I am a university student, & writing for me is the one thing I feel right doing. more..Writing
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