WAKE UP child.
Don't wait for the time that you having nothing left. Time is so precious that even all the treasures in the world can't turn it back. So, you must decide now, because you will never know what'll happen tomorrow. Just think about it. Be wise. And most of all, follow your heart. But if you worked so hard and you feel like giving up, just look up in heaven and surrender everything to the Lord, for you have done your part. And always remember: Just keep your faith and salvation, for that will SAVE you.