I hate you the most....

Heart break, Bitter moments, Depression, Setback, Loss of emotions and feelings, Feeling miserable, coping up, Family will now always be first no matter what.

Today, we finally ended it. I am glad that you came in my life and gave me the best moments which no one would ever give me cz no one knows me better then you, not even myself. We promised each other once that we would never leave each other and go, yet you din't felt any urge to save this relationship and just go with the flow and you always said and did. You always wanted me and demanded me to become strong. Today after we depart I promise myself I will be strong and selfish enough to never look back. Just to be with you I sidelined my family for few moments and forgot that they were, are and will remain my first priority. I am glad and happy you made me learn this lesson from your side and proved me wrong no matter how much I loved you and was ready dive in with you through the bad climate yet you denied spending your life with me over after so many years and pushed me back to my family with a lesson that I from now on shouldn't trust anyone or give even a bit of my peace and love if I want to survive. You always chose your family over me and I was a fool that I never thought of all this ever cz we always wanted each other as hubby and wifey. You once said that simplicity and innocence are those flavors of essence that made you fall for me and that I should never change and let that ever go out from me. But you have caused me this change and made me selfish and miser with your words and many similar deeds causing heart break and depressing moments that still are fresh as salt on my deep wounds. I will never forgive you. I hate you for this feeling that you gifted me on your departure.
I hate you the most.....

Reviews

[Huw]

That certainly brought back some deep and distant memories....I empathise therefore I am.

[Mitali Shah]

Thank you for appreciating Huw. :)

[Robert]

Mitali, You really laid out your emotions in this piece I hope it helped you release all the frustration, anger, and betrayal you had. Please don't let hate consume your precious heart though. Please look toward the brighter side of life, as its out there waiting for you. Seek your destiny.

[Mitali Shah]

Yes Robert i am very much out f the person. Thanks for your concern dear. God bless

[Chirag Kumar]

I can feel the pain in this piece. But worst people give you a lesson & best people give you memories. Such is life :)

[Mitali Shah]

yes very true Chirag

[Rajat malik]

It's heartbreaking though he have at least taught you certain lessons :)
but lessons don't matter much when there's a point of Love.....
I loved the way you expressed your pain.....

[Mitali Shah]

Thanks Rajat for your concern.

[Rajat malik]

You are welcome :)

[Writer at last! Sky ~]

Finding a true love in life way more difficult & living a life alone and happily. I feel love must be better expressed rather shared. I'm sorry though for your loss...

[Mitali Shah]

thanks for the concern Skyfall

[Writer at last! Sky ~]

Welcome friend!

[AaronFreitas]

Just like James... I can relate to some of these feelings towards an ex. It doesn't always work out the way we would like and it sucks sometimes. Only you can find happiness and I hope you do my friend... you don't need him he lost the best thing about him :)

[Mitali Shah]

Thanks Aaron, your reviews and concern means a lot. God bless

[Jamestown]

Well penned!
I can relate to these bitter feelings for an ex:(
I have been down this frustrating road and am
really sorry you had to experience this detour,
Thanks for sharing and b-blessed!

[Mitali Shah]

Thanks again James for appreciating and blessing me :)