Someone I Didn't Expect

And here I am at home. 

It's cloudy but it won't rain, 

and this Texas weather has me feeling. 

There's one thing I'm thinking about. 

Nobody would guess it either. 

I can't tell if this is borderline me, 

or if my soul is finally stretching its rays, 

arabesques of sound around me, 

gloomy light reaching my bedsheets. 

The darkness of young adulthood wraps its arms around my neck once more.