Waiting Game

Truthfully I know I am never really

going to believe anyone that tells 

me they love me and I'm never 

going to be able to tell them that

I love them too without a hint of 

reservedness. I'm never going to 

quit having to act behind every 

closed door I find myself in (how

f*****g sad.) I'm never going to 

realize how damaged being thirteen

really made me, and I'm never 

going to live past this paranoia 

about everything I hear and all the 

uninvited shapes that roll in 

corners of my eyes. I'm never going 

to feel like I'm not floating down 

the hallway because once I got 

a taste of having my feet levitate 

off the ground, my head stayed up 

there and the rest of me came down.

"Studies show that people who (  ) are more likely to develop schizophrenia than those who do not."

Reviews

[Daydreaming]

Wow, reading this over a few times you get to see new parts of it that you can relate to from time to time. Lots of meaning, I enjoyed it.

[scarlynn]

Thank you! :)