On A Tear

i'm on a tear
and you had just better watch out
i'm a fury, a force to be reckoned with
angry inside, mostly at myself
but there comes a point when you just stop caring
and i am at that point or maybe beyond
you don't listen
you don't understand
i'm done with that
washing my hands
getting out of this place
it just reminds me of you
and that is a very bad thing
a shameful thing
let me wash the taste out of my mouth
and take out the trash one last time.