Fire

i am so mad at you now
i could and have called you many a name
and yet it still doesn't feel right
even knowing what i know now
that you are a coward and a liar
someone who could so easily hurt someone else
someone who could just walk away
like i was a waste of time
not worth telling the simple truth
whatever simple truth that is
i've been over it so many times
blaming myself but for what i don't know
the hurt inside is my fire
as i write this now
if you could only feel it
maybe you would feel the guilt
i want you to feel so badly
but probably not