Drag Myself

i promise myself that i will pretend to care
i promise you that i will be more understanding

i will drag myself up each day
knowing that you will be waiting outside

i think it is time to move on
you think i'm being selfish

so what, who cares, get over it
you are someone i don't want to care for

can't you see i'm in pain too
wanting you to either change or go away