Do You Ever

do you ever think of me
not like you probably think of me now, i'm sure
whatever terrible way that is
but think of me like you did then
fresh and new, someone who made your heart smile
made your heart beat a little faster in your chest
that is the me i hope still exists somewhere
deep inside your heart, sould, mind...somewhere
do you ever, just once in awhile,
catch yourself lost in a memory of the past
a memory from when we were something special
a memory from when i was a
better person than i am today