Chapter TwoA Chapter by JenniferChapter 2 I did not get a
very much exposure to computers growing up. In elementary school there was one
computer sitting in the corner of the classroom that was rarely used. I guess
it is primarily used to test students what skills they had. The teachers would sit with each student in
front of this computer. The computer was turned off and back on again with
images only meant for children. I really don’t remember much since it was
kindergarten. I do remember
that every classroom had a computer that was not being used. I’m not really
sure if they had a purpose except to make the place look like a normal
classroom. Yes, there were
desks, chalkboards, a place to hang coats, the lone pencil sharpener, a teacher
in slacks and a blouse that made them look awkward, and an industrious looking computer
collecting dust. If you think
about it, computers were kind of in their infancy. It wasn’t even 10 years
since the first computer was built. Very few households had one and schools
were not really using them. Here we were
playing the Oregon Trail when we didn’t know we were working with a tool for
survival and conspiracy theories. Nobody educated me on computers. In fact, I
never thought my classmates were utilizing them much. It wasn’t until my
sophomore year in high school that I began seeing more uses for computers. I
saw my first CD-ROM and programs to write papers on. I began using printers
that printed on papers with perforated lines. I began typing
stories and using the CD-ROM version of Britannica encyclopedia. It was so
exciting because I could watch grainy video clips. I did much of my research on
the computer and the library. This was around
the time when my parents were divorced. I was going through the time of
discovery since my parents were not available to shelter me. I was doing what I
wanted and getting what I wanted. Also, around then
we were typically spending time at one of my uncle’s houses. When we were there
I would play mah-jongg on his computer. I liked clicking on the boxes to hear
the sound effects. I also liked how you could change the appearance of the
blocks. I also would change the picture on the card decks on solitaire. Computers were
still a mystery when I was young. I used to grab the ads for computers from the
newspaper. I never really looked at what a computer had; I only saw how
expensive they were. They were more expensive than they are today. My mother
got computer and I really don’t know how or why. I would work on the homework
on it. I would play games on it like solitaire and mah-jongg. I would type my
stories on word and save them. I don’t
understand what I may have done wrong. I played games to take a break. There
was a game on the computer called Leisure Suit Larry that I used a cheat sheet
on to play. Sometimes the cheat sheet never worked. I never got too far on the
game. I was a teenager at the time that was still in relatively sheltered
world. Anytime a time I
showed any sign of doing something I wanted or anything fun it meant serious
business or serious offense with an argument. I guess mom went through the same
thing because there was always arguing in the house. There was always a new hole
in the wall or phone jack ripped out of the wall. Sometimes I would try to get
right in the middle and I would get smacked around or get in a fist fight. So, when no one
was home I played on the computer. I ignored the fact that there would
ultimately be a yelling match or maybe a fistfight. Sometimes I would get the
silent treatment. Mom when asked me
what I wanted with my future. I really was not interested in discussing my goals
with anyone. I laugh because now I understand why. I was kind of
restricted to one thing. I had to grow up to be a housewife or career girl with
no objective. Anything I enjoyed doing seemed like something that neither
parent wanted me to do. Nobody supported
me when I was in drill team. I quit choir and mom said she didn’t want me and
that anyway. She rarely came to my performances. In most cases she was working,
but there is one evening she didn’t go because she was mad at me. So, I did not
want to discuss my goals to be a writer or actor because it would’ve been a
lost cause. This occasionally caused a fight. Eventually, the fighting got me
kicked out and I ended up moving in with my dad. I still tried to achieve
my goals in Boise, but I could not escape from the narcissistic and abusive
behavior from home or school. My dad didn’t have computer so I did what I could
at school. This was a
nightmare. My writing was always being deleted or lost. There was a story I was
working on for my creative writing class. My stepdad was angry at me and kept
telling people that I did not live there and he deleted my story. I had to type
it all over again. I began putting my work on a floppy disk. So my collection
of technology began. © 2022 JenniferAuthor's Note
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Added on June 11, 2022 Last Updated on June 11, 2022 AuthorJenniferLas Vegas, NVAboutI have been writing stories since the first grade and published a couple of stories on Biblioboard. I earned an Associates degree in Communication Arts at University of Phoenix. You can also find .. more..Writing
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