Distractions come from many places. I would think that everyone has that attention disorder. Learning to turn the other cheek is another matter.
Where would I be if my parents had not divorced? Still in my home town perhaps. Perhaps married to some guy and on god knows what kind of medication. It might be weird how you can see how things could really be. How would one know? The factor is that my home town is predictable. I moved to Boise when I was in high school and I am still here.
Where would I be if I found a relationship? I would not be facing the turmoil that I face today. I would have nothing to write about and I would not be here today. If I were to have a family, I don't think I would have the time to be on this website. I would not have the time to take the trips nor would I be able to afford them.
Must I get a pet to fulfill my maternal needs. Well, it may be a good thing. I would have a companion to protect me because I travel alone. Are there many places that are animal friendly? Perhaps not. I will never know the answer to the question. I got nervous of what to do when I had my betta Sushi. I tried to figure out what to do when I had my rat Rascal. I never took very good care of my cats so getting a dog may not be a good option for me. Thus, I would not be a very good parent either.
It is time to set the distractions aside. Freedom comes when you learn to let go of these. With the release of these perhaps everything would come my way. Only then I will find my true self.