Life StoryA Chapter by JenniferSame situation; different man. Seven years ago, I
ended up in the emergency room with a kidney stone. I drove myself to the
hospital. Nobody knew I was there. I drove myself home and stopped to get sushi
on the way. I never let it phase me. It was another situation where I knew I
didn't have any friends who would be there for me. I would probably die alone
and nobody would know until three months after. Seven years later
and five months into the new job, I ended up in the emergency room again for
the same thing. Only this time, it was worse and in a different town. Everyone
is far away and busy. I send different people a message at between 3:00AM and
5:00AM letting them know I was in the emergency room. The only person to come
was my mother. Ahmed was one of the
first people I sent a message to. His response was not as empathetic as it
should have been. He told me that it was because I do not drink water. I did
drink water; I just had a condition that existed for several years. I never did
anything about it because I found that doctors lack professionalism when it
comes to your kidneys. He never came to visit and all he could say was that he
was sorry and he was busy. I had to have
surgery and went through quite a bit of stress from four different health
establishments. I had another surgery two months later. Because of the
unprofessional health care providers, I was afraid for my life. I had nobody to
talk to about it. Ahmed was busy
during my second surgery. He supposedly had an exam that week. Before my
surgery, his drinking habit was infuriating me. He was so drunk one night that
I was crying. Alcohol: the problem
of every culture. It is the common problem, especially when they are here. One
of his friends asked me why I was crying. I told him, same situation different
man. I was angry because nobody cared about me. Nobody wanted to be with me. I was also
concerned with his latest behavior. He was worried about getting deported. I
asked him a bunch of questions. Did you threaten someone? Did you pull a knife
on someone? Did you hit someone? Did an officer get involved? Did you get a
ticket? No, but they said they would do something. I told him there was
nothing to worry about if there were no police. He still waited to hear or see
something. Everyone told him not to worry. I didn't hear anything further about
it. His drunken behavior worsened. Ahmed would get
drunk and sometimes he overdid it. This one night was worse than ever. It made
me really depressed. This happened to me every single time. As he stumbled, I
grew more frustrated. I got dressed up for
no reason. I got nervous about meeting new people. There were new people who
were hyper and were trying to drag me off to dance. I can't just do that. My
trust in humans was gone. I just had surgery a week prior, so I was in pain and
I just wanted to sit. Watching him was unbearable. He couldn't talk or
move. His friend continued to speak to me. I felt upset. I felt as though it
was hopeless.
As he lay on the
couch, I went online. I changed my relationship status to married. I posted
that I was married to myself and that I felt disappointed. After giving him a
hug and rubbing his bleeding hand he got from arguing with his friend, I left.
My hope was that I was with a real man for once only to find that he was just
like the rest of them. Everything was only going to get worse...and it did. © 2015 Jennifer |
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Added on November 19, 2014 Last Updated on March 14, 2015 AuthorJenniferLas Vegas, NVAboutI have been writing stories since the first grade and published a couple of stories on Biblioboard. I earned an Associates degree in Communication Arts at University of Phoenix. You can also find .. more..Writing
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