If You Just felt My Pain

A love, dark,and heartbreaking poem,

If You Just felt My Pain

My thoughts are running wild just thinking about those nights, and how I fall into you. How my mind is slowly being taken away as it sleeps. And my thoughts fade away. Even thou my heart is still beating faster than it ever did before. As if my heart were to replace my mind. 

My heart try's to fight back the pain, but my body feels numbed by your touch. Thou my heart still keeps beating. Thou my mind goes off into a trance. Where I slowly starts to forget how I'm emotionally torched by you charmed.

 How I wish you felt this pain you make me feel. This pain I keep trying to fight, but somehow I still keep falling into you arms. As I start believing every word that you say. Even the word that I want to hear. Even thou it's not that special phrase.

Still when you tell me those words that I want to hear. It's hard to believe them. Cause maybe I'm just another fool who easily falls into your charm. So you can have it your way, and that maybe you're just playing games.

Even thou my heart and soul want to hear that phrase from you. That one that say you feel the same way. Or maybe my mind just isn't convinced that you feel my sweet pain. Then maybe you just don't show it.

It's so hard to resist your touch, your charm, your words, and your eyes, so bright so colorful, just look into them makes my heart melt, yet it's so painful.  That I wish you felt it. 

Every time you confront me with you friendly charm. I feel free to just be me, without making me feel awkward. Every time you ask me how I'm feeling. I feel as if you care. Even thou you haven't reveled my pain. Because I only tell you half of the truth, because I feel that you probably can't handle the whole truth.

Only if you felt my pain you might just be able to understand the way I feel towards you. And how every time I think of you my mind goes wild, as my soul screams inside. My heart try to break free, yet my heart is filled with such bittersweet joy.

Lost In the thought that maybe you just feel my pain. And that every time our lips meet, and every time you touch me .My body can fully feel you. Yet my heart can't fully feel you.

It can only feel half as my heart is trapped in glass cage. These glass walls are too thick for my heart, and soul to break. Yet my heart and soul keep trying to break these walls. As it fights back. As my heart and soul try to break free. From these glass walls that seal my heart.

In which you would only understand if you just felt my pain. And how emotionally I'm Confused by your friendly charm, and lust. How sometime I feel used, and emotionally torched. This is why I just wish you felt my pain.

Even thou my heart would rather partially feel your touch, then not feel it at all. As these glass walls are placed between our hearts. That

 

 

 

I wish we can break em together. So my heart can be set free, and it

can finally fully feel your touch.

Yet my mind wants  to fully believe those words  that you tell  me, those that you know I want to hear .So my mind feel just as convinced as my heart. That maybe you just feel my pain. That you just might understand. And we can break these glass walls between our hearts.

So my soul can stop screaming Inside for you to feel the same way. If you just can't feel my pain. Let me know so my heart and soul can at least be set free. It might not be what I want to hear. But I'd rather be free then trapped in these glass walls between us.

This why I wish you just felt my pain, so you can understand how I feel, and how this bittersweet pain is driving me crazy. Even thou I don't always show it.

- Ivonne 

 

Reviews

[thecoolone52]

ohh sounds like you wrote that for someone......... good luck like u2 says......"i cant live with or withoutttttt youuu.... hahha nice write and good luck with all your love problems or trumpiahs!!