Don't Tell Me You Love Me

Mine.

don't tell me you love me

then tell me

i make it hard

for you to be with me

and you're about

to give up. 

don't tell me you love me

then turn around

and accuse me

of cheating

everyday.

don't tell me you love me

then call me a

s**t

and a

w***e

and a b***h. 

don't tell me you love me

and that i'm the perfect

girlfriend

then turn around

and say

'f**k you'.

don't tell me you love me

then invite me over

just to make me cry

then on the

way home

in the backseat

hold me

as i'm bawling my eyes out

then push me away

when we get out of the car

instead of saying goodbye

like you usually do

and driving away

when i'm front of my house

crying

trying to calm myself down

before entering

so i don't wake up my parents.

don't tell me you love me

then tell me

i f**k up

a lot,

as if i didn't

already know that.

stop telling me you love me

because if there's anything

i've learned

from the past relationships,

it's how to tell

when someone doesn't

actually

love

me.

- af