I'll Try To Believe That

Mine.

i sometimes don't believe you 

when you tell me 'i love you'

because i feel like you could 

be using me. 

i know you don't 

understand

why i don't want the same things

that every guy wants

but no one does.

but that's my fault

because i've never told you

all that has happened

but even if i were to, 

you still wouldn't understand. 

and i know

we probably don't view relationships

the same way, 

but i see it as 

i don't care

what we do when we hang out, 

i just love being with you.

you don't want to 

to just cuddle

and talk

and kiss

and watch movies 

all the time, 

i figure 

you just want me to take

some clothes off

to see where that 

goes.

understandable, 

i've never been wanted

for anything but my 

body. 

i feel like if you

loved me

things would be a little bit

different. 

i shouldn't have to worry about 

this stuff,

but i know 

i always will.

but oh well, 

like you said

it's probably all just in my head.

- af