I like
to victim but secretly I’m not. I like to be addicted to a certain kind of sadness,
depression knowing everyone couldn’t do anything but feel sorry for me. I do
not know this happens but that’s just the way its been and i have brought
everything i know into it. Even you. I know what I’m doing is wrong and not
right but you have to understand that this yes this is War. And I refuse to
lose even if it means hurting you to the core to get the satisfaction of
victory. When people like are hurt, we don’t just cry and sit back and that’s the
end of the story. No you see we get revenge, but I have gotten soft. Yes I must
admit and started to have warmth with my soul I was starting to have sympathy
but that all change when I found the prey lurking in my territory and I vowed
to kill and destroy it before it poses a threat. This is not about you anymore
and I shall never admit to you the truth of which how I feel. This shall be
taken to the grave and when all hope fails in the end I want victory.