Lost Lust.er

Temptation through the eyes of the abstinate

a : habitual abstaining from intoxicating beverages.
b : abstention from sexual intercourse.

Or C : all of the above.
Flesh can be so perverse in every way. The wants of man are always pulling at us, tearing at our insides. I lay around in my simple and humble life and watch people I care so much about drop one after another. Falling. Always falling. It's like watching the walls collapse right around you. I could use some good news.. Fill my head up with some positivity to drown out all the painful thoughts. Thoughts that I'm so indifferent about but they keep coming, passing on by one after another. Exactly like the trains next to the shop, passing all day, some carrying heavier loads than others but all sure to blow the horn so we're all aware of their presence. The horns are so loud they mute everything else out. The anxiety of realizing that another train is barreling down the tracks right around the corner…