of my hurt, of your scorn

A Poem by Mika T

lies, hurt, and pain...this is a story about one person's difficult path to get forget the love s/he had

she puckers up her
lips while blowing out
the last puffs of smoke through
her /l i p s/ colored by cherry red lipstick
she looks into my eyes and whispers i love you
to my face filled with dried up tears

"saying it and meaning it are two different things" i say
trying to cease the tears i was supressing (my throat tasted like that night andtherestoftheyear)

she looks at me
through her eyes--lies that she rehersed over and over till she can say
it withough struggle escaped her mouth
she tells me i'm beautiful
and together we join as one each night( entangled in a web of needing, confusion, yearning)
even though the bliss i feel is deeply shallow
and that it disappears the next morning i'm with her
(crying, throwing up, wishing that i never done it)
feeling the twisted fantasies as teenagers...but yet, i felt that i was walking aimlessly
and that we were most likely programmed into this-- p l o y

she smokes cigarette based lies into my heart, my eyes
rushing through my veins--through my blood

"no you don't" i whisper
(and her lies sound more forced though her cherry red lipstick)

© 2009 Mika T

Author's Note

this can be interpereted as femmeslash or het, if you want to. i don't even know the gender of the speaker myself...

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I don't think it's too wordy.

Here's what I think:

The words you've used are very repetitive. Trim the verses down a bit, expand on some of the vocabulary, find other words and other ways to describe certain scenarios. "Filled with dried up tears" for example. That doesn't make much sense. You could cut that out and replace it with another phrase.

The poem is good, it just needs a better flow.

Posted 15 Years Ago

Andrés Danilo He..

I have to agree with Ethan Paz, too "wordy", yet it was good. Like Legion said, 'twas quite visual, but until next time, less words could be needed. Ortherwise, good job!