you think i hate you

 

Me: How r u?
Shane: s**t why
Me: Gee  just wondering damn
Shane: well i feel like s**t im lonely as f**k and i tried to kill myself last night
Me:WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU DO THAT MORON???????!!!!!!!!
Shane:1: ouch and 2: what gives you the right to judge me you left
Me:So what don't you go throwing s**t up in my face. Yes I did leave and I am sorry I hurt you. I thought I was justified in what I did so I am sorry d****t
Shane: ok
Me: No tell me why you tried suicide. Before I try to go nuts.
Shane:i was alone no one would talk to me no one would look at me my only family wouldnt even stare in my general direction
Me:I will have you know you are not alone I am always here it might take me a while to get back to you but I'm not always on
Shane:you were gone for 2 weeks and left after a fight to add onto that you have a bf why dont you just leave me alone i know you hate me
Me:So what I don't hate you damnit
Shane:yeah sure
Me:You know what f**k you I'm trying to help you and and you just want to be an a*s so f**k you damnit
Shane:see this is why i felt you wouldnt come back
Me:No you're throwing it up in my face and saying I hate you when I don't hate you I still love you and you don't want to see it
Shane:i dont want to see it cause it hurts mika it hurts more than the isolation to know that you left and went out with someone else so soon
Me:Hey the truth hurts
Shane:no that makes me feel like you dont give a f**k about me cause if you love some one you dont do that
Me:no the thing you do when you love someone even after they hurt you and piss you off to the point the other personality takes over is to try and help the person you love. not sit there and wound her further. but apperently you didn't know that so whatever goodbye i am done.

*You know it's sad when you have to go to these extremities.

it was the worst ive been pissed in a while.*

Reviews

[Tsubaki Kuro]

Really powerful, is this real, seems like a real story. Pretty good, and dark as hell.

[Luna Chan]

Yeah it's real alright. I cried myself to sleep over him. And I was not very happy about what he told me.

[Tsubaki Kuro]

Oh, I am sorry to hear that. Hope you feel better.

[Luna Chan]

as do i because i have never felt so distraught over someone.