absolutely and happily insane

i would rather be insane.

my boyfriend broke up with me.

i found out through his sister that 

he wanted to break up with me.

but too afraid i would lose my sanity.

NEWSFLASH!

it was already gone!

my sanity has been absent for a long time.

and i told u that i didnt want my soul if u left.

I STILL DONT WANT IT!

i want u back!

im sorry damnit!

i can't see u without wanting to hug youu.

or feel your hand in mine.

feel the warmth of you.

you say that i can hug you and it would be the same.

i will never be the same!

once you left me, that was it!

i didn't want to be around for fear that my body 

would do something that i would regret. 

i dont think orange is my color.

i'm sorry that i am not what you expected.

but i can be a b***h.

and when i heard from my brother that you 

wanted to break up with me, 

i was crushed.

it still hasn't registered.

i miss you. 

Reviews

[midnight soul searcher]

I like the way you kind of ebrace your insanity like your saying that is what make you the person you are but your still human astounding

[Luna Chan]

yeah well sad part is, i was left by my dad when i was 9 so i have abandonment issues.

[Tsubaki Kuro]

Wow, is this based on a real experience, or is it fictional. It seems really legit with all the feelings attached. Nice Work.

[Luna Chan]

its real. it happened to me and i was mad

[Tsubaki Kuro]

Sorry that happened to you.

[Luna Chan]

i am too. that was the worst day of my life.

[Tsubaki Kuro]

Awww. Well I hope that you will never have that happen again.

[Luna Chan]

i do too that day was exausting