december 23,2009

my somber Christmas of 2009

I was living with my meme for 4 months. I just got out of the shower when I heard a small sound. turns out It was my grandmother, gasping because her heart was stopping. I got out , got dressed, and went out to the kitchen, where my aunt and cousin came in.then my aunt went into my memes room and told her that the most she could do is clean it up. She went over and shook my meme. She didn't respond to her touch. my aunts wails still haunt me, to this very day.i still think about every thing that happened. And I still have that same dream on December 23. Every year. It'll never leave my side. It still hovers during the year, hiding, waiting for its chance to reach out and break me. And I think this year it may have finally won.

Author's Note

this is very true. I still have night mares.

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[yvo miki]

try remembering the good times....

[Luna Chan]

Sometimes that's difficult