Living at the moment

For those who know me would never think that I would show up to a party. I even surprised myself. My friend was invited and she told me to tag along so I did but I didn't think I would have fun. I use to be such a good kid but I feel that when I went to this party I got a taste of life. Once I tasted something that sweet I just couldn't give it up so this is when it all began.

 

 Lindsay, my friend, had invited me. when we entered the party she smiled. "We need beer."

"Lind's," I said looking uncomfortable. "I don't drink beer."

She smiled already giving me a cup. "Relax they have vodka too."

I was about to tell her something when she left me to flirt with some junior.

 

I started to walk around the crowded house. Kids danced to the music in no specific rhythm. All of them had the red plastic cups in one hand. I rolled my eyes. Some kids even had bottles. they clung to them like it was a life preserver.

 

As I tried to steer away from the crowd somebody bumped into me spilling my cup of beer on my shirt. "Hey watch it, idiot." I said.

the boy turned around to face me. "Oh hey, sorry." He smiled. "I'm a bit clumsy."

 

I was mesmerized. He had to be the hottest boy at school. He was a part of the 'it' crowd I knew. I just couldn't remember his name. I giggled like a idiot.

 

He laughed. "Here let me help you with that." He grabbed my hand and led me across the house. Kids instantly made room for him. Girls looked at me enviously. Lindsay's jaw dropped when she saw me.

 

he took me up into a room. he got a sponge from under the sink and poured water over it. "Accidents happen, right?" I nodded, dumbfounded. He started to dab at my shirt. Right where my breast where. I stiffened. "What's the matter? Am I making you uncomfortable?" he laughed.  "You could always just take your shirt off." he joked.

 

 I took my blouse off and his eyes widened. He pushed me onto the king size bed. His body fit perfect next to mine. Soon our sweaty bodies moved rhythmically with each others. Even though he did raise an eyebrow he kindly didn't say anything about me being a virgin before that moment. under normal circumstances I would never let that happen. but I've been missing out on life and I'm not going let it pass me by. so I decided to live in the moment.