My inner demons

sinking again

"You eat everything in the house "

they say.....

"Ik i'm sorry "

Is all I can say....

"your not allowed to eat without asking permission"

they say......

"ok "

Is really all I can say......

my mind is going miles an hour

the voices in my head won't stop

"your fat"

"your a slob"

"your pathetic"

"your trash "

the voices in my head scream

I'm begging them to stop

I'm begging them to stop the verbal abuse

they just don't listen......

"no wonder your so fat "

"no wonder nobody likes you"

"no wonder your ugly "

they keep going on and on.....

but when does it stop?

when does my agony stop ?

when does my pain stop ?

how the hell do I shut them up !

please make them stop !

their torturing me ...

there just isn't no end to it is there ?