Forever's finally died...

I never wanted forever to die

But I guess it finally did

I guess my heart wasn’t enough

And it was never going to win

Against the constant miscommunication

Against the constant fighting

I guess my love wasn’t enough

 To convince him

No matter how many times I said it

He would never seem to believe me

No matter how much I would beseech him

It never seemed to faze

His idea that I was going to leave him

 

Some days he would believe me

And those days I did love

I always wanted forever

But forever was soon not enough

And now forever was never real

Or I guess it just disappeared

And now in its place are just memories

That are slowly killing me

And poems that were written of him

That are always mocking me

And the drawings of him

That never stop laughing at me

I tried to forget the memories

Yet my heart refuses

I tried to burn the poems

Yet I’m never able to burn them

 But only cry over their words

I tried to throw away the drawings

But I end up tracing every line with my finger

The teddy bear he gave me still lies on my bed

The necklaces that he gave me still dangle from my neck

 

I guess my heart still loves him

And it’s worse that my head agrees with it

I just don’t want to get over him

His face is still sketched in my mind and pierces my heart

And his voice plays through my mind nonstop

Making fresh tears rise to the surface

But I would rather feel the pain that heartbreak brings

Than lose my love for him forever

I’m too pathetic to let go of the past

And take a step toward the future

I wish that he would have believed me

More than anything

Author's Note

FYI this poem is fiction lol so it didnt happen to me

Reviews

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awe this is sad.... even if this didnt happen to you it is still a very sad poem. almost seems as if it could! good job! never give up and keep on writing!