Agony of A Pathetic

my soul in sorrow

Aware of you, life,

The tormenting illness of love

Awake of your poor memory

To our vow and promises, from your mind to the thin air

 

 

 

But just barely I will live to have you here with me, false

A lie of a twist of tongue!

I will always live without you

Though to be sure of no immortality

I will live without you or you the necessity of living

But I never want to go on

If it means realizing you no more in my space

Because what I said to chase you off

Was meant to tighten you on

And what I did to see you gone

Was meant to make me die of losing you

It was all pain when with you

But all agonizing when without you

Hence, my love let me set off 

Be no more in this world if you will leave me

Let me die if you will no longer with me

Kill me so I will not be a pathetic,

The one who wants you, needs you, loves you with all the life

But bearing the pain all along

The one you tend and ignore

In chorus, it makes me wretched

So take my life away,

My love all along