Oblige

 

You poor love, you see me no more

To tell you I will wait, what a nuisance

Nuisance as you think of it

I’m no fool, to gain such absolute stupidity

Because I know what exactly was there for you to think

I’m a pet, which you tend to fool with care

But later on let the other big figures focused in your eyes,

Left me with my moron,

Expecting you to give such attention, such care,

And tenderness, center

It was that once, when you told me that giving to me is lunacy,

When you realized the world needs you not sharing,

And there was me, whom you feel obligated to tend,

Another kind of nuisance I am

There’s no such thing as oblige

If you let your mind think I’m your Hephaistion

Rough but to say burden I am?

It is what happens if you forget the vow of sincerity,

Dear love,

Your love comes once in a while,

My love pours on you its sacred sins ad infinitum

As so it will be the pain of joy in life,

If you hurt this obligation further and more

So here I beg my love,

Leave me leave if you will then

Don’t come back as if I never know you

Because your presence is my font of reminiscence

Excruciating, Agonizing

My life worth no more than death itself

 

 

 

Author's Note

is what i expressed when i'm stressed

Reviews

[pal]

Yes, when you are stressed comes out the best. Bravo

[Periac]

enjoyed the battle you seem to be having here....great job

[Donald Olds]

That's really deep. I'm working a piece now that I've been told is pretty deep. Keep up the good work!:)