none yet. any ideas

I sit in my bed at night

Trying to find the light

I look outside, only to see a world that is dead

I can’t find hope, except in this rope.

The dream in which I am dying is the best I have ever had

My family tries to help me

But all they can do is let me be.

I can’t get back to reality

I just want to see what makes people happy.

What are the fees?

The fees for no more pain

No more standing in the rain?

I sometimes wish I wasn’t born,

It isn’t like people would mourn  

I just want to stay in a dream

A place with a peaceful stream

Where everything is forgotten

All I have to do is sit on a rock.

Why does it feel like there is no where

No where I feel cared

My family is a mess

I just can’t rest.

Author's Note

once again at a really low point in life.

Reviews

[..]

so sorry, this is so sad.

[cfix]

such a sad write. How about "Sleepless Night" This is amazing write.
You are very poetic.

[Alicia™]

Such a sad poem! I'm glad you got through the time… The rhyming is pretty good, and I liked how you used simple words. There's a spelling error though: it's "mourn," not "morn."