home

i dont relay have a home at the moment

home

what is home?

bricks and mortar?

the bed you sleep in?

they say "home is where the heart is"

but

what if you do not know 

where that is

where you're heart hides from the world

what if there is no place you feel comfortable?

or safe?

you're family provide you no comfort

you are rejected by those you work with

you're separated from you're friends and cannot reach them

you are alone

you spend every day.

looking foe somewhere you belong.

for a place you can live

for people who accept you for who you are

but there is none

you see illusions of hope

an ally in you're search

an Allie

all to willing to betray you with the slightest cause

and as you fells that dagger slipping into you're back

pulling you further from you're home

you realize

you're alone

Author's Note

although i have had every situation here i have not had them all at the same time. threw most of my life there has been at least 1 place i feel at home (usually being school or college) but the feeling is all to real

Reviews

[James Paulin]

Home is not a place to stay. Home is a place to believe in. You have described it well both good and bad. I'm certain a lot of people will identify with this poem. Like all relationships we enjoy, there is a usually something good to it if we put good in.
I underline usually.

[Ama May Cooper]

On personal belief that a home does not exist i cant really dwell into this poem or attach any kinda of emotion to it.
But it is written well and truethly a veyr person piiece

[Manda]

awww this was so sad but yet so good! you did a great job expressing this situation! well done!

[Lottie]

I loved ur poem and describes the issue well! i feel i am constantly looking for home. i feel stuck where i am and therefore take it for granted... because i think there will always be better. Thank you for this poem, it was a good read.