misery...

This life has drained me
Swallowing my soul
Drowning me completely
I can't remember the last time I felt whole

Unwilling to accept the things I've done
Afraid to face this lifetime
"No I'm not okay,I'm not fine"
And now there is nowhere to run

I watch myself face
There's no hope,no aspiration
A waste of God's creation
All the mistakes I've made

This never ending sea of misery
The world fades ....
All I see are blades
One slit it all it takes to end me....

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Sometimes we can feel worthless and damn. I believe we must dead-end to see the daylight of hope. I felt the struggle and the pain in the poetry. Thank you Micky for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote

[micky]

Thank you for the kind words

[wordman]

we all have those feelings of no self worth,it`s the evil side of life putting this crap in your mind,don`t listen to it,,you have a purpose here in this life, give it a chance to find you..

[micky]

Thank you wordman

[Bohrium Guy]

A very deep and emotional write. Well Done.
You remind me so much of someone long ago....

Keep on writing!

~Rob~

[micky]

Thank you for the kind words :)

[Najam Us Saher]

Every soul in this world has their own purpose it takes time to find the purpose of living.

[micky]

Thank you....

[Najam Us Saher]

You're welcome ☺

[Silver]

you have responsibility now , this will never be a solution anymore

[micky]

It's still how I feel