terrible things

I know I have been avoiding you

But to be honest I don't know what to do

...

Nothing I say

Is gna make everything okay

...

Nothing I mean

will take back what we have seen

...

Nothing I have been through

will explain me to you

...

I can't connect

its me,im wrecked 

...

It's me

Honestly I know we family

...

But I can't face the music right now

So please don't ask me to,coz I don't know how

...

Don't pretend that you have stood in my shoes

Coz thats an argument you will lose

I swear if I could I would go back in time

But right now im trying to focus on being fine

I know im being selfish,considering the past week

I know that you don't really sleep

I know that you cry at night

Believe me its a sore sight

Breaks my heart 

and the worst part?

I did this to you,I am sorry

I know that I make you worry

I know I drive you insane

But believe me I am filled with pain

My mind punishes me enough

This week has been rough 

This week is just to much

I just need you to be my crutch

But your thousands of miles away

so at the end of the day

I turn to the only friend I have,what will the end of that bottle bring?

Right now I'll take anything

I turn to terrible things

as long as it turns of the shouts,scratches and rings

in my head

Right now Im looking for a answer other than "dead"

So if this is to much of a leap for you to understand

Than its time for our goodbyes,coz there are bigger things at hand

 

Reviews

[Pushkar Prabhat]

WoW!!!!
this is brilliant micky........the pain is visible......palpable.....
things will turn for the better like your writings are getting better by day!!!
i loved it!!!

[micky]

Thank you Pushkar for the sweet review and support (hugs)

[Pushkar Prabhat]

always a pleasure....... and (hugs) right back at ya..... ;D :D

[Rm]

This is truly expressions from the heart...awesome piece!

[micky]

Thank you for your kind words :)

[Rm]

Your welcome:)

[Coyote Poetry]

No good ending with the bottle. Help for a second.
"I turn to the only friend I have,what will the end of that bottle bring?
Right now I'll take anything"
I tried the the many escape routes. Sometime time and separation is all we have. I liked your thoughts on a interesting topic.
Coyote

[micky]

Thank you for your kind words coyote :)

[Coyote Poetry]

You are welcome.

[~]

Painful and drenched in sorrow, but a good and honest read. :D

[Passengerr]

A brutally honest poem, hope the 'terrible things' would turn out as superb as the content of this poem did..

[micky]

Thank you for your kind words and support :)

[alf]

Hi micky. Luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuv this!! you have gone way down to get this so perfect!! The rawness of the emotion is so powerful!! You are so eloquent, more because you don't hide behind euphemisms and flowery words!!! Just love to read your poems. you bring out so much compassion!!! Right there with you girl, can't help but I can listen!!! alf

[micky]

Thank you for your kind words and support Alf you are to kind

[alf]

I wait for everything you write!!!

[Vernika]

I really love how you've used simple words to convey such deep feelings. Simply beautiful! :)

[micky]

Thank you for your kind words :)

[Vernika]

Well deserved! :)

[Freesearch 101]

Filled me with plenty joy while reading. I like your pattern that you chose. It creates rhthym to your poem enabling readers to keep up with the pace. Great poem overall. I'm inspired!!!

[micky]

Thank you for your kind words :)

[Echoes of Eros]

There is so much pain flowing through your words. So much history, and so much aching sorrow. Yet all of it flowed in a beautiful kind of dark music. xo

[micky]

Thank you for your kind words and taking the time to read my piece :)