Philophobia Sunrise

This is the poem I wrote at 6 am when I could not sleep because my thoughts were running on overtime.

On nights like these I can't sleep

I'm still up before my alarm beeps

Not because I have insomnia

But because I have Philophobia

Which is the fear of falling in love

It has stopped me from having dreams of

Anything that has to do with my heart

For the 1000th time it was torn apart

Every time I close my eyes I see you

Puncturing my heart with a skew

So I've built up these wall around my dreams

And stay up until the sunlight gleams

I will need to fix what I've mentioned above

But only once I fix my fear of falling in love