life

the questions

8/26/09

life...

how cruel it can be,

you fight tooth to nail,

but never win.

i feel as if i am becoming trapped,

falling victim to life's violent games,

pushing me,

this way,

that way,

why do i have no control,

no power over were i go?

is it not my choice?

it seems like i begin to put things together,

like getting a girlfriend,

finally getting a job,

being able to get my license and a car,

but then the phony job unravels,

and i cant pay for the license or car,

why,

why is this happening to me,

my life seems to be collapsing in front of me.

Author's Note

my life at a certain point