I Remember

I remember. i remember everything. i remember dying. and i remember coming back but i don't know why. all i know if im Monica Rose and im living proof of reincarnation trouble is i cant tell anyone.

pills i hate pills.i guess its a good thing this is the last time ill ever have to take them.i sit down to think this threw one last time. im sure i just cant do it anymore its all to painful waking up just to be belittled but everyone around me by mt parents by my friends by my siblings. nobody has ever cared about me. i have thought this threw this is what i want this is my last chance. my life has no meaning anyways right. im just a little speck in this who universe im not important i wont be missed.i count out 12 blue pills and get my coke. huh i dont know but this almost seems fitting. i take the pills and lay down in a cold bath and fall asleep.

AHHHHHHHH!!!!! THIS HURTS WHATS GOING ON!!! AHH I SEE IT I SEE THE LIGHT. its so bright...i go threw it and i can feel myself crying i open my cyes and look around. i hear voices. 7.8 pounds girl. congratulations miss. and mr. smith you have a healthy baby girl. im in a hospital. i was just born.........