Stop it

Who are you?
Why do you lay in bed fighting the tears that are bound to show up one way or another
You are depressed why fight it
If you want to sleep then sleep
If you want to fade away then do it
Stop tormenting your self
Stop getting up for other people get up when you please
Stop faking a smile
Let it be
Let people see that side of you if you don't you will seem fake
Don't let people push you around stand up and say something
For God sake love your boyfriend in more of a physical way
Make a goal so that one day you can be ok
I am you inner thoughts
I see what you do
You fight the urge and regret it soon after
Forget the past
Move forward
Love your body
You are worth it
You make a difference and that's what matters
Change the world but get better first
I don't want to scream at you to do something any more
You deserve the world so ask for it