run

why did i fall for it

all we had to do was kiss

swept away in the moment

you pulled out a ring

and thats when i wanted to scream

torn between reality

and the fake love you bring

out of habit

i say yes

and that is when i feel depressed

i feel so weak

and all alone

here he sits

and here i go

i turn to face him

and i know

that what i say will make him blow

but i made sure we were in public just in case he is violent

i hold my breath

and with shaking hands

i take his

i look at him and began what i have to say

"i cant marry you"

and then i get up and run away from you

you look out the door

a little surprised

and maybe more

so you run after me

and that is when i fall to my knees

i cant out run you

it cant be left alone

he wants me

and that's how it shall be