sickness

this sickness is growing

it started in my core

it has grown

and there's still more

i feel it

its there

i am not crazy

every day is growing more hazy

i feel like throwing up

to ease the pain

but i know it more then inside

i feel it down to my every vain

you can think i'm crazy

all u want

but i know it there

its what it wants

for people to leave me all alone

all this pain it feels so real

i want to escape

but i can not

it has me

i'm in its grasp

i scream inside

and close my eyes

someone save me

i can not hide

it has me

i feel it

i know its there

please do something

please don't stare

i hear in my mind

you can not hide i'm always right behind

i scream more but no one can hear

maybe it is cuz i hide my fear

you can see it

but u have to look

i wont tell you

cuz i am afraid

no one cares

i feel it growing deep deep down

a sickness that makes no sound

i feel it

its there

i know its true

i am not crazy

 don't you feel it to?