invisible friend

my invisible friend

is scary to me 

but she knows i can not scream 

people will look 

and maybe flea

she makes me sad

to see her face 

cuz when she appears she has a story for me

she has a dress and its battered and torn

her poor little eyes crying red tears

she looked at me for help but i was not even a teen

she had red hands and a whole in her heart 

were her father tore her apart

she had a bear that also cryed

but instead of looking happy and soft

he looked dead and broken inside

this little girl i could not save

but she came every day

i would beg her to leave me be

but all she did was stare at me 

she wasn't alone

but shes the one i remember

who i still can feel when i dream

i feel so bad to let her go

but i could not face her any more

every day was a new scare

and every time she would cry

thoughs sad red tears the hurt me so