march18

from the stoops journal. written while living on ninth and 2nd in manhattan. while i was living with a remarkable lady. who should of shot me on site. one night stands turn into relationships,,,,,,,a novel i don't want to write about.

take two taxis to the welsh pamphlet and "do the rockaway"

pontoon absorbtion retaliation subway leaving headroom

international race conspiracy as noticable as a rocket d***o

lurching and humping the id - released in nightmare dream

the almighty in puritan hazardness

the elegant in garb of invention

electric momentum beyond the N trains death

will angels hum in the october of charlie parker's non birth?

and ill birth? reflection lost in the desirous howls of untouched lusts

concrete greetings from a dangerous zoot full of lesbian scribblings

on the apartment doorway

wishful fullfillment while entertaining infatuational rationale - and no one thinks that this could be

a whisper of disdain to the parched poet

all just thinking = acceptance = best wishes = route of highway emotion

 

if the subject's airways have been broadcast to her dissappointment

subject grovels like gravel and grits giant shame

the subject never reaps any sort of an apology in its direction

for every princess bride that rides perfection during their dynasty over the subject's

ventricles, testicles, spectacles, miracles.

 

it is 5am and you are glistening in los angeles

it is 5am and the subject is still dreaming in kansas

believe subject has just as many tales and revelations to embibe a pornographic imagination

of hatred for monogamy

but alas no fear

there is still twilight sparkles of eternal whiskey sour fidelity