Secretly

You always have feelings for your first love. Sometimes, though, you learn you were better off with out them ruining your life.

Secretly I wait for you

Knowing it won't come

I've accepted it

Any hope is dumb

Why can't you love me

The way I loved you

I really meant

My feelings were true

You may not understand

Neither do I

At least tell me

The reason why

Why you hurt me

Why you never spoke

Could you ever like me

Is there a reason for hope

I just want to know

It's nothing to rough

Please give me an answer

It will be enough

It may raise more question

Depends if you're clear

Is there a chance 

You'll ever call me dear?

Secretly I want you

Those feelings I will hide

You cannot have me 

No matter how hard you try