Love As Fierce As Death

I cut myself every minute,

I shoot myself with a bullet,

I took my guilt to the limit,

The gap in my soul, only you can fill it.

I hung myself with a rope,

Now I cannot cope,

I can only hope,

And in the darkness I grope.

My soul can't be a soul,

Without you i cannot be whole,

Now there is a hole,

It is as black as coal,

But then a different man came,

I didn't know his name,

This was his claim to fame,

This lion-man was never tame.

He clutched his talisman,

In the blink of an eye he ran,

He ran as fast as he can,

I caught his name, Uran.

Uran, 

Uran,

He gave to me his talisman,

And then he ran,

I cut myself every minute,

I shoot myself with a bullet,

I took my guilt to the limit,

The gap in my soul, only you can fill it.

My hurt like nettle stings,

My pain sings,

As it ran in a ring,

Those little hurting things.

 

Red dropps like blood,

Falling onto the mud,

I ran as fast as I could,

I realized it was my own blood.

 

And as I fainted,

My dreams were tainted,

My life rated.

My heart hated,

 

But then I took to:

Killing everyone but you,

My love for you grew,

And i say ""who knew?"

 

But then started the hurricane,

I felt the droplets of rain,

Trees like a broken candy cane,

And then you took aim.

 

You pointed the gun,

You said "Oh, what fun!"

I said "You'd better run!"

As my knees went numb.

 

It was Uran again,

As I walked allong dream lane,

As he carried me he shook his shaggy mane,

He asked "What is your name?"

 

And my life stopped,

From his arms, I was dropped,

Against a stone, my head knocked,

And up I hopped.

 

A heart engraved in my hand,

Where the knife will land,

Snapps from a rubber band,

All of this on my hand.

 

This is no lie,

I can't cry,

My tears are gone, but why?
Because I will die.

 

I cut myself every minute,

I shoot myself with a bullet,

I took my guilt to the limit,

The gap in my soul, only you can fill it.

Author's Note

Ignore the loness and rubbishness of this! XD

Reviews

[Aptitudex]

it's much longer than i anticipated, but good! at least you got how to spell minute before the end of the poem XD