- All I ever wanted was to be wanted.. -

I mean. I get it. 

It's so much easier to be the one who hurts then the one who is hurt... 

Sometimes just one person can say one thing a certain way. It can break me down inside. It's like "wow okay. I'm done for the day then." 

The same person can apologize or do anything. Unless it's someone I truly love, in my head it's like "you're out of my list".

Call it sensitive if that's your excuse. 

Maybe I am sensitive. 

Maybe I am deeply kind of traumatised because of the environment I grew up in.

Maybe it's me. 

But maybe it's also you. 

Maybe sensitive or not, it doesn't make it okay. 

Maybe whatever my reasons are to be hurts, 

You shouldn't attack me at the first place. 

Whatever your reasons are. Even if you're hurt too. 

There is no excuse. 

So what? You're hurts so you're going to hurt someone else? So that this person hurts someone else too? 

- All I ever wanted was to be wanted.. -