Betrayal

You will remember my name Cee

BETRAYAL
These chains that bond me never seem so heavy before I mean how many times have I been here before
With all this darkness surrounding me
The world is around me living life all so carefree
but me I'm not living I'm just alive in what seems to be real
but too me it seems just like a another battle field
So u tell me
Tell me please
Oh wait
you got me on knees to pray
but
Why than I feel a cool chill
It's just your cold gun is in the back of my head again
You fool me again
Black out
To wake up back in these damn chains to be set free is only just a dream
Because that would mean y'all n****s would have to remember my name
And not just say
My s**t vain
I'm
Enslave not by a master that whips me and abuse me
I'm Enslave
I'm f*****g trapping in my own mind
I was never on your time
I'm runing
Running away
Far
Far away
only to realize that I've been running in place
Ill Rather be Shot died on the ground than to face my fears,
Ill Rather be shot on the ground than dare try to be free,
Of all these things that bond me
But really
What the does this all mean
im mean I'm just another girl
im mean this is
Just another tale of a girl at her end
she looks out her window and wonders
were does she even began
a world she lives
Wishing she could feel something
Because right now it's nothing
Trapped
bond
By all this betrayal
And as she seats and thinks what does it means to be free............