Hurt

tells a story of a hurt girl

You Stupid a*s b***h... 
      How dumb can you be... 
You dumb Desperate a*s b***h...
Krayzie huh? 
Your Words stings 
Like that bumble bee that stung me like spring.
A little too complexed 
I still feel I should've gotten a ring. 
But guess you can say
I’m starting to feel nothing. 
I’m numb to the pain
Thats why I keep coming back  
Even after you knocked me to the floor.
laying flat on my back 
Its like i’m begging you to say more. 
And even though I know I should stop while im ahead
Even while my heart is filled with regrets and
My eyes is still a little wet
I sometime fear for what’s next
I stay
You choose to abuse me 
Like that guy that use to touch me
when i was six
Making me scared of you 
I don’t even know you
Do you know yourself
My superman 
I thought i was your lois lane
Was I the reason you changed
        You ugly bald headed a*s b***h..
    Shut the f**k up
Stupid a*s B***h
Your words fill me, got me pondering
I placed my heart in you hand
I watch as you crumble it 
And let it fly away like sand
I thought you was going to be my man
And as the seasons change 
So do I I finally have the strength to fly..
And though it may hurt I only see it being for the better
I think this whole in heart will burn forever 
But than again nothing last forever ... hurt

Author's Note

read with a open mind