Watching You When You're Not ThereA Poem by NatalieSo when I saw your face I Thought tonight might be all right, I thought tonight I might like to dream, I thought… Your bangs were shorter, they showed your eyes And it was nice To see you jump from side to side Trying to smack a yellow ball with a racket in the unknown Driveway that lives a house down From mine. And the others there I didn’t know, You see I didn’t care Because I saw you. And the best part about it all was that you didn’t see me. You didn’t see the stare I gave you Yeah it was the stare you never see or maybe You do Maybe I just don't know. Yeah I was invisible, and went to those days Where you were everywhere. I could take a seat and watch you As long as the bell wouldn’t ring, And the cool thing was you knew it too You’d stare back maybe grin, And I went back to those days Where you even made noise so I could turn my head around, but I didn’t do so Until you weren’t looking. I did that on purpose. And so for the time being I’ll believe this real Even though I know this dream will soon fade. When we all gathered by my open door I Watched you pace in front Back and forth, Your feet lead you to the street, Farther away from me And that was the time I wished My arms were long enough for me To R E A C H. Your legs moved faster and your sudden recent Pain were shooting bullets in My heart And broke like silent thunder-I even heard the noise. You came to a jog, running away and You body crunched and shook While you happiness gave away. As I heard your tears and mouth Wince with the sorrow your heart had took Can you read this? Can you read? I felt your anguish and heard You cry I wished I could run with you I wish I could run away. And you hurt so bad I hurt so bad, Looks like that blunt doesn’t seem to be working, And I’m sure you grew up on me, I’m sure you’ve forgotten me. Well they all do so I’m not surprised if only you would Keep looking for me… This is nothing special. I know it’s nothing special. But if I could watch you Beyond my dreams Then maybe I would smile. If I could hear you laugh a while Then maybe I could smile. And this is nothing special. This is nothing special. So I guess it’s good that you forgot me Yeah I guess it’s good that you gave up 0n me… Cause soon I may give up on you Soon I may give up © 2010 NatalieReviews
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Added on July 10, 2010Last Updated on July 11, 2010 AuthorNatalieorlando, FLAboutI speak through my writing and through music. It's the best, sometimes the only, way I know how to talk. more..Writing
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