thirty six

Wednesday, September 28. 2016

21:16

Oh am I ever the biggest, most secretive s**t.

It's official. I have become FWB with Kale. Oh lordy what hole have I dug myself into this time.

I honestly don't even know what to say. I am a terrible cheater and I am okay with it?! How?! It is not that I expect to marry and be with Kale, I just enjoy hooking up with him. I am kind of bored with my relationship and want to move back home and constantly hook up with Kale until I get bored of him then move back here and get back together with Jones, but what a fucked up idea that is. Obviously I am not going to do that. I am not an idiot. Well, I guess I am or else I wouldn't still have relations with Kale in the first place.

Oh jeez all this stupid talk is giving me a headache. Oh f**k you are so messed up Melanie, go fix yourself.