Damn it

The truth hurts

This isn’t just a made up poem

This isn’t just a song

This isnt just something, I stayed up writing, all night long...

I truly don’t go a day, without thinking of you

And my mind won’t let my heart believe things are truly through....

We don’t speak
I don’t eat
I can’t sleep
.... didn’t even know you still meant this much to me...

I swore, I was falling out of love with you
I swore, you weren’t the man I first knew....

And now....
Damn it...
Now...

What good did breaking up do?
I wish I’d stop
I wish I’d just stop
I wish I’d stop thinking of You

Now look at me...
What have I become? What am I becoming?
What is the next step for me?
In life. In love. In ANY avenue...

....Why’d you ask?
Why’d you even ask me?
Why’d you even ask me to dinner with you?