Facade

may 19 2015

They say love is a beautiful obsession, a risk, an unwilling decision.

How can one tell the defference between love and lust?

You just do. 

When it happens, you just know. 

The world stops turning and you only see her.

Electricity travels throughout your body so intense it melts and mends you heart with theirs the moment 

her hand fits into your.

Her emotions become your emotions.

Struggle becomes heartache...heartache becomes questions 

answers turn into reality, except your reality just became a nightmare.

Understanding why now how Her feelings and emotions became mine

Why I could foresee a betrayal, the lies, and deceit while I slept.

The moment fantasy becomes reality...lies turn into whoreable truths..

trust shatters all around you..

How can you love someone who doesn't even exist anymore?

In that very moment that love that just destroyed your every being 

that love you were willing to die for 

that love who was your future 

is the love that just became your facade nightmare