I Can't Hate You

I can't

Hate you

I can't

Stay mad

All I want

Is to 

Hear your

Voice

See your

Smile

And maybe 

Just Maybe

Be held

In your

Arms Again

But I'm 

Scared

That those times

Are Gone

Erased from

The Future

And that I will

Have to go

Through the Dark

Alone

Maybe facing

Changes to my

Life that could

Also be changes

To yours

By myself

I know that

You aren't 

That Person

Or 

I think you're 

Not

But I don't

Know

It's just a 

Feeling

I'm scared

I don't want 

To do this

Alone

Be scared

Alone

Until I

Know

But I don't

Want you

To think

It's a scam

To get you

To stay

Honestly 

I don't know

If I could

Even handle

Seeing you

When you won't

Even talk

To me

It's getting

Lonely

And I can

Hate

How this 

Is going

And Hate

Where this

Path leads

But maybe

there's Hope

Because I

Can't

Hate

You