My Darling

A Poem by mylifeinwords

© Megan, All rights reservedYou ruined me,
completely shattered who i was.
i used to think we were perfect, inseparable.
its all gone now, those feelings i had.
replaced by fear, lonlyness, longing for everything to be, as if nothing ever changed.
is it really possible to movie on?
or am i to lost. i believed your lies, played like a fool.
how many people knew? talked behind my back? i sacrificed to much.
maybe it could have been worth it.. or maybe i was just a coward.
tell me, do you even care? or did you just love the attention.
im to broken to save you anymore.
besides, how do you save someone unwilling to even try?
for two years i was by your side.
blowing off my family, losing my friends.
i wish i could say you made me stronger but id be lying when all i want to do is cry.