I ment it when I said

Just a musing to quell my 300mph downpour blues

We had 18 months.
18 months of the Potato Pirates and against me
18 months of everything we could want it to be.
We were caught up in a summer whirlwind that was unstoppable
I ment it when we screamed along with Tom on those late night early morning car rides
"I sware to God that Ill love you forever"
But that's over, and I suppose it's my fault
And now you have someone who is perfect for you
Everywhere I look I see you with her
She is everything I could never be.
She is everything you wanted me to be.
She is everything
And I am nothing
I really ment it. I really did. And the other day with my broken wrist and my broken heart I still ment it
" I sware to God that Ill love you forever"

Author's Note

I broke my wrist and fucked the other hand up so ignore the mistakes